27-Jul-2006

Observing the fish fish from egg to now, almost half year.  It is amazing and funny.  They are so peaceful and no fighting.  Everyday I feed them and watch them swimming inside their palace we arranged for them, they seem love their home very much......

28-Jul-2006

Just took some photos of the baby violet from office last Friday.  Summer is a good time for plant of violet because of the sunshine and suitable humidity.

The baby violets are moved from water to pots for 2 weeks already and seem grow quite healthy.  I should pay more attention to them but have to control don't feed too much water.

Planting is a good activity for train up your patient and keep your brain clam down.  Especially in the high pressure working environment......

25-Jul-2006

Why people only always have narrow sight and so demanding?  Always think themselves are the most hardest and with the most work to do than the others?

Of course, I understand it is the human norm that "I" is the most important party in the mind.  But they always spend their effort to keep notice of the others bad things, and do not consider that the effort and pressure the others paid before.

If those demanding people well use of the time to do something more meaningful, I dare to say they must have a better performance and must get the equivalent reward.

Sometimes I would introspection that am I really a fair manager to treat with each individual? I really don't know but I already try my best to do so.  However, why there are so many complaint and murmuring regarding the workload allocation, the new arrangement of job assignment.  Although the changing is not invlove to all, someone that not involve always with negative voice other than the involved party, so strange.....

I am going to die and don't know how to go on, 25 people with different personality, knowledge, skill, attitude and behaviour.  I know that it is impossible to please to all, but I can't tolerate they have so many complaint not related to their tasks but only always compare with the others day by day.......

22-Jul-2006

Today went to Regal HK to have tea buffet.  It's not bad but without any special food.  However, it's worth for me because tea buffet = brunch + dinner, I'm too full and cannot take in anything before to bed.

After the tea buffet, we went to the bookfair at HK convention &  exhibition centre, the ticket fee is deduced from $20 to $10 if entry after 6:00pm, and free entry after 10:00pm.  We arrived at around 6:30pm, it was too crowded and I only bought one Hokkaido travelling book. 

As I already bought many books before, i.e. by Dan Brown & Edward De Bono, the new publishing of "Chicken Soup" is really cheap, but I still haven't finished those purchased from bookfair last year, so forget it.

Two bestseller books from Mitch Albom "Tuesdays with Morrie" & "Five People You Meet in Heaven" with new Chinese version launched in bookfair.  But I already read the English version long time before.

Weather still keeping hot and strong sunshine, each indoor arcades, shopping mall and department stores are full of people.  Even my favourate, Pacific Coffee & Starbucks, are difficult to find a seat too..........

21-Jul-2006

Weather seems stable these few days, no more shower but hot and strong sunshine.  However, office area is high air-conditioned, the temperature variation between indoor and outdoor easy make people get sick.....

Recently busy on preparing the half year review and staff justification.  Everything is seem on the track, of course general team issue and workload reallocation is to be considered.

After my BBA course had been finished, I get more spare time to meet with my friends and spend with my family.  Many of my friends are considering for change job or further study, it is good that everyone should not be satisfied at the present moment and with awareness to well plan for own future is appreciated.

Memories is the accumulated treasure throughout your life, no matter it was happiness or sadness.  Each event and people occured would change your mind set and behaviour, it is the meaning of growing.....

5-Jul-2006

The world cup 2006 enter to the final stage.  Many unexpected result occured in the progression step.  People like dreaming during morning because of watching the night game.

Life has many unexpected also.  Something was in your hand before, you pretend had been gave up but still existing in your mind.  Something existing in your hand you would not think it is important until you lost it.  Life is full of challenge, conflict and expected.

I always say to myself that don't look back and face to the future.  However, memories is warm and touching, your future was contructed from the past.  I appreciate all the people and matters occured in the past, they helped me growth a lot and build up myself.

The VN of my post was submitted on Monday, now waiting for the final interview.  Many colleagues phoned and give me encouragement.  Such caring and friendship cannot be replaced by any monetary issues.

2-Jul-2006

Just finished the book  "How To Make Your Life Meaningful". 

Meaningful not only means reach all of the goals you set to yourself.  You can make your life meaningful in different ways. 

Enjoy your spare time with your friends and family; doing something that make you feel comfortable and relex, i.e. planting, shopping, even sleeping and eating; treat yourself well is the most important criteria of meaningful.....

Break the rule, doing something that you never think you'll do that.  Make your life different..... Is it so easy and simple? Find the comfort point for yourself and no need to concern about the consequence?

God already treat me very well.  People around me all treat me very well, family, friends, colleagues...... I can't find any enemies and someone that going to hurt me.

I recently keep asking myself many questions but no answers.  Maybe I already have the answers in my deep heart but too many concerns and worries of the conseqence; maybe I'm only escaping to face to it.  I really don't know, my brain is messy just like the weather...........

1-Jul-2006

Today is 1-July-2006.  New month start, new page start.

There would be many critical paths throughout your life.  If you make a decision of something, it would be happened with no U-turn, time is no waiting and cannot be returned.  Making a decision is hard and danger, you will not know the exact outcome coz many variations are existing.

Life is cruel, if you do something that want to retain a peace relationship, may be you're hurting both or others in our surrounding.  Both acceptance and rejection is difficult but you must get a balance in between.

Sometimes final decision cannot be made, it might because you're not exactly clear what you exactly want. Or there might be many many sound issues and consideration of the surrounding that make you confuse, afraid hurting someone and conflict are existing..........