The exam of last subject - International Marketing was held yesterday. The last one was the most hardest one, I even can't fall asleep tonight. Although majority said the exam paper was extremely hard. Honestly, I already tried my best to handle it. However, my mental and physical status made me couldn't concenrate on the study. What should I do if I get fail on the last subject?? Am I always foce myself too much??
But there is really many many difficulty and obstacles on my job. The problem of team issues, the office relocation project, the outstanding task in the remaining of the year. I really lost the balance between study and work. How can I go on for my MBA studies?? I must have a thorough consideration either give up the study or give up the job and travel abroad for my MBA study.
In my mind set, study is for my own interest and self achievement, also widen my knowledge and meet more people from the different area. I know that I still have a long long way to run and MBA studies would be one of the important exercise in my life.
But on my job, I can acquire the job satisfaction. Even if the effort I had paid is not equal to the harvest I had received. I grew in there, many many colleagues treated me very well throughout my career life. I'll miss them seriously if I consider to quit.
I'm now in the point of decision and don't know how to do. Doctor already warning that I have too much stress on my shoulders and must find a way to release. He also recommended me to have a choice and I'm not able to have the parallel run between study and job. Study is my wish and job give me satisfaction, what can I do now??????????????
Also, monetary issue is one of the important factor. Study of the whole MBA costed above HK$200K, either study in HK or abroad. I can't start it too rush before have a thorough consideration, otherwise time and money would be wasted.
It is now almost 6:00 am in the morning, I almost haven't sleep tonight. Anyway, let me have a long vacation first and consider of my next step carefully after get the exam result of the last semester.
